This afternoon I spent some time with the flowers (and the weeds) in the backyard. After about 20 minutes alone with them, my ipod, and my thoughts, I got a wake up call. It’s been nearly 2 months since my last post. Aside from my frustration of being out of integrity with my personal commitment to this blog, I have been uninspired lately and have been trying to figure out why.
Getting into a weed pulling rhythm today I realized that all the weeds that had grown so fast, so big, and so quickly were very easy to pull out. It was almost as if they knew they didn’t belong. When I wrapped my hand around some flowers accidentally and pulled, they held steadfast in their rightful place. Because their growth happened slower with more time, care, and attention, their roots are now stronger and deeper in the ground creating a much more permanent home than their weedy relatives. Apparently flowers are smarter than weeds.
Smart flowers are like smart goals. They are intentional, hopeful, and with proper care and attention…they BLOOM. In the past few weeks I have let my bad habits (like big obnoxious weeds) overcrowd my goals so much that they were lost. The weeds were stealing the water and nourishment from the plants just like my bad habits were sucking the life out of my positive intentions. I have a goal to eliminate time wasters in my life in order to maximize the time I spend doing the things I love; however, I am disorganized, forgetful, and have a bad habit of always misplacing everything. Keys, sunglasses, ipod, you name it. My things don’t have a place where they belong and return to when I’m done using them so they get left everywhere and then I am searching all over the house and yard almost daily trying to figure out where I left them last. It doesn’t help that my lovely fiance is the same way and so that’s double the time we spend looking for our things and each others.
Between not being organized AND being so forgetful, my goal of not wasting time was nearly impossible to attain. Most of my goals have gotten a bit stagnant lately as I have lost track of the specific things I want because so many little things were getting in the way. As they piled up I became less and less excited in my daily routine and more and more lazy. Luckily, like pulling out weeds, this is a pretty easy fix and thanks to my inspirational time sitting in the driveway pulling weeds today, I am back in track and I am left feeling renewed, mentally refreshed, and in desperate need of a shower.
It just takes a minute to get clear on what it is that you are committed to and what you do in your life on a daily basis that contradicts that commitment and stops you from taking action on it. The pictures above were both taken today, and they are a reflection of my life in the past few weeks and my life in the present. I am dedicating this weekend to getting organized and locating the other illusive weeds that have crept into my life and kindly asking them to leave.
At the inner journey seminar I took last year, I remember learning this formula for having setbacks in life:
If you have a setback or a breakdown over something it means you have a committment and something happened that stopped you from fulfilling it. By recognizing what that committment is and taking new action on it, it can leave you recharged with just the right amount of energy to overcome the breakdown and instead create a BREAKTHROUGH. This happened to me today and I am so thankful for this reminder.
Have you done a little weeding in your life lately?
Powered by Facebook Comments